Thoughts, Thinkings, and Ideas!
Sunday, September 18, 2005
Hmmm thinking big is good. However, it's good to fall back to the smaller things. I think this term I really want to focus less on the big things and more on the small things. Smaller is better. Less front leading and more background stuff. You learn a lot from the background. You learn a lot more from listening. Should be an interesting term.
Hmmm there seems to be a lot of coincidences happening. A lot of bad coincidences happening and a lot of good coincidences. Now if I believed in coincidences I'd say I have a lot of good luck in some aspects of life and a lot of bad luck in others. However, if I don't believe in coincidences, than I can't blame luck and I have to find other venues to explain things. Hmmm, can't determine if there is such a thing as coincidences or not. I'd like to believe there is. But a lot of circumstantial evidence does lead to the truth in most cases. And when is giving someone the benefit of the doubt foolishness... Just some random thoughts.
My day goes, sleepy tired, eat lunch, itis tired, eat dinner, itis tired, sleepy tired, sleep, and then repeat.
Thursday, September 08, 2005
Started work in an insurance firm. To save people from constantly asking where and who, it's called Aviva and it's located very far away in scarborough. I'm attempting to drive but horrid experiences are causing me to want to switch to the long subway route. That way atleast I can read and do something. Nights are short, and days are long. But I'll deal... I don't have much of a choice.
Not quite sure what I want to do this term. It seems to be very weird. But lately I'm feeling very disconnected from everything. Not really sure why. I guess it's just the time of the year and the lack of seeing people all the time like I do at school.
Nehow some highlights from the summer:
Frosh BBQ - Fun times. Fun frosh. I think I'm being too aggressive in trying to welcome them. But hahah it's either you aggressively welcome or you don't welcome them at all.... halfway and ur just being superficial...
Kwan Show- Man, I've been plugging this ever since I got back. So good! If you get a chance to go to Kingston go check it out. It does make appearances in TO too!
One on One chats - Yep, surprisingly had a lot of these during exam time. Odd but they really made me want to stay to have some more. You learn more about a person from one on one chat, than meeting them 10 times in a large group.
This summer was really the opposite of last summer. It was very interesting. When you see how cool people are you begin to feel insufficient. However, ur sufficiently confused on what that standard is.
