Thoughts, Thinkings, and Ideas!
Saturday, August 30, 2003
Well, I'm done my stint at HP. That was pretty good. I'm still so thankful to God for landing me that job. Man, it's funny because through the entire process I thought I didn't need to worry about it and that God would place me. I'm not saying I was suprised he did. I'm just so ecstatic.... heheh.
Nehow everything came to end. Softball banquet was good in the sense that a lot of our team came. That was cool. It was bad in the sense that we sat in a little ditch where all I could see were 3 walls and the table behind me. Of course the screen angle was impossible since we were sort of behind it. At any rate it was a good time.
I'm sort of sad now that this summer is over. I have to go back to school and readjust to that life. I do recall it being quite fun, but being back here was awesome because I could hang out with everyone. I always think that if you don't spend time with your friends you'll drift apart. And it seems like every year is more and more of a test. It's the way things have to be though. So I'll tough it out.
Hopefully LCCF will turn out good. I sort of booked a room but I don't have confirmation? I think we'll just hijack it until then. We had an online PC meeting wich was fun. I can still crack jokes even when I'm not there in person.
Well, I'll end with this. The biggest lesson I've learned in university is to get out of ur comfort zone. How much do you grow if you stretch. It's like weight lifting. If you keep stretching it'll hurt like crazy. You'll get tired afterwards and might even seem weaker at first, but in the long run you'll be more flexible and stronger to boot.
Just a reminder to people out there, if you want me to e-mail you. I can do those like once a week for yeah. If you want me to snail mail you the rate of return is around 2 weeks... (i'll try my best) but I need your address. And if you want to just buzz on ICQ.. I'm on all the time starting from whenever I get internet. And I'm never too busy to talk to you guys! you're like 2 priorities above school work. Slightly lower than procrastinated school work though.
Cool!
buh buy.
Friday, August 08, 2003
Well, as I stated season is over. Looks like no playoffs. Wow that's 8 straight years. Hahah I have a sad record. I'm just pretending there's no direct correlation between me and the no playoffs though. Time to look forward to exhibition games and ummm the banquet. Hopefully I can get enough people to go. I know you shouldn't force people. But heck, I'd rather force them to go then not have them go at all. Well, we'll see how that works out.
We also gotta start that LCCF planning turning up to high gear. Let's hope everything works out smoothly. The first month is planned in general, we just got to work out the specific kinks.
Frosh Connection.
Skit is jumping all over the place. We'll see where the creative processes take us. Gotta get cracking on this.
Comp problems.
Hardware malfunction contact your vendor. System Halted. I have no idea what's wrong. Stupid chinese computer parts store. My warantee expired last week. How ghetto. Nehow seems to be enticed by me playing games. Which is strange. I'm hoping it'll go away... probably get worse. Oh well looking forward to getting a laptop. Then I can just work around the problem. (Games on laptop).
Nehow that's all of now. Cyaz.
Friday, August 01, 2003
CLEAN BLOOD
The day is over, you are driving home and you tune in to your radio. You hear a little blurb about a little village in India where some villagers have died suddenly, strangely, of a flu that has never been seen before. It's not influenza, but three or four fellows are dead and it's kind of interesting. They're sending some doctors there to investigate it.
You don't think much more about it, but coming home from church on Sunday you hear another radio spot. Now it's not three villagers, it's 30,000 villagers in the back hills of this particular area of India. It's on TV that night. CNN runs a little blurb, people are heading there from the Center for Disease Control in Atlanta because this disease strain has never been seen before.
By Monday morning it's the lead story and it's no longer just India. It's Pakistan, Afghanistan, Iran, and before you know it, you're hearing this story everywhere. They've coined it "the mystery flu." The President has made some comment that he and everyone are praying and hoping that all will go well over there. Everyone is wondering, "How are we going to contain it?" That's when the President of France makes an announcement that shocks Europe. He is closing their borders. No flights from India, Pakistan, or any of the countries where this thing has been seen, will be allowed in.
That night you are watching a little bit of CNN before going to bed. Your jaw hits your chest when a weeping woman is translated from a French news program into English: "There's a man lying in a hospital in Paris dying of the mystery flu." It has come to Europe. Panic strikes. As best they can tell, when you get this flu you have it for a week and don't know it. Then you have four days of unbelievable symptoms. Then you die.
Britain closes its borders, but it's too late; South Hampton, Liverpool, North Hampton. It's Tuesday morning when the President of the United States makes the following announcement: "Due to a national security risk, all flights to and from Europe and Asia have been canceled. If your loved ones are overseas, I'm sorry, they cannot come back until we find a cure for this thing."
Within four days our nation has been plunged into an unbelievable fear. People are selling little masks for your face. People are talking about "what if it comes to this country" and preachers are saying, "it's the scourge from God."
It's Wednesday night and you're at a church prayer meeting when somebody runs in from the parking lot and says "turn on a radio, turn on a radio!" While the church listens to a little transistor radio held up to a microphone the announcement is made: "Two women are lying in a Long Island hospital, dying from the mystery flu." Within hours it seems, this thing just sweeps across the country.
People are working around the clock trying to find an antidote. Nothing is working. California, Oregon, Arizona, Florida, Massachusetts, it's as though it's just sweeping in from the borders. Then all of a sudden the news comes out. The code has been broken. A cure can be found. A vaccine can be made, but it's going to take the blood of someone who hasn't been infected. Sure enough, all through the Midwest, through all those channels of emergency broadcasting, everyone is asked to do one simple thing: "Go to your local hospital and have your blood type taken. That's all we ask of you. When you hear the sirens go off in your neighborhood, please make your way quickly, quietly, and safely to the hospitals."
When you and your family get down there later on that Friday night, there is a long line. They've got nurses and doctors coming out and pricking fingers, taking blood and putting labels on it. They take your blood, and your wife's, and your kids', and tell you "wait here in the parking lot. If we call your name you can be dismissed and go home." You stand around with your neighbors, scared, wondering what in the world is going on. Is this the end of the world?
Suddenly a young man comes running out of the hospital, screaming. He's yelling a name and waving a clipboard. "What?" As he yells it again your son looks up at you and says, "Daddy that's me!"
Before you know what's happening they've grabbed your boy.
"Wait a minute, hold it!" you shout. "It's okay," they say, "his blood is clean. His blood is pure. We want to make sure he doesn't have the disease. We think he has the right type!"
Five tense minutes later out come the doctors and nurses, crying and hugging one another, some are even laughing. It's the first time you have seen anybody laugh in a week. An old doctor walks up to you and says, "Thank you sir. Your son's blood type is perfect. It's clean, it is pure and we can make the vaccine."
As the word begins to spread all across that parking lot full of folks, people are screaming and praying and laughing and crying. Then the gray-haired doctor pulls you and your wife aside and says, "May we see you for a moment? We didn't realize that the donor would be a minor. We need, we need you to sign a consent form."
You begin to sign when you see that the number of pints of blood to be taken is empty.
"H-h-h-how many pints?"
That's when the old doctor's smile fades and he says, "We had no idea it would be a little child. We weren't prepared. We need it all!"
"B-but, but,"
"You don't understand. We are talking about the world here. Please sign! We - we need it all - we need it all!"
"But can't you give him a transfusion?"
"If we had clean blood we would. Can you sign? Would you sign?
In numb silence you do. Then they say, "would you like to have a moment with him before we begin?" Can you walk back to that room where he sits on a table saying, "Daddy? Mommy? What's going on?" Can you take his hands and say:
"Son, your mommy and I love, and we would never ever let anything happen to you that didn't just have to be. Do you understand that?"
And then that old doctor comes back in and says, "I'm sorry, we've got to get started. People all over the world are dying." Can you leave your son? Can you walk out while he is saying, "Dad? Mom? Dad? Why - why have you forsaken me?"
And then, next week when they have the ceremony to honor your son, and some folks sleep through it, and some folks don't even come because they go to the lake, and some folks come with a pretentious smile and just pretend to care. Would you want to jump up and say, "MY SON DIED! DON'T YOU CARE?!"
Is that what God is saying? "MY SON DIED! DON'T YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I CARE?!"
